2 weeks ago at sentosa, Shafir,one of my best friend offer me to drink his alcohol 'anchor can' and i decline.... Yesterday at Qhaizul aka Ryan's birthday,
Freddy told me : Haikal you came all the way from woodlands(he tot i still live there) to east coast park and you never drink?
Gilbert pour a cup for me....,
Annnnd i dragg-ed it! The taste was ok... till the part it burns my stomach a few mins later. Seriously, I cant believe that I drank alcohol and i drag-ed? woah! Okay found out one cup doesn't make me high! So ryan's was telling me his story BEFORE EVEN FREDDY TOLD ME when he first start drinking... he told me its up to me whether i wanna make it a 'once in a while' or 'a day and quit' and at least you know what it feels like when drinking. So i had already want to try it before with Shafir but the influence wasnt there. He's a sucker at asking people to drink and not my friends from RP farking influencing!! hahahaa sorry Fir but Treally your not good at persuade me for a drink.
So when first drank the cup, Ryan wasnt there. So ryan told me to drink with him. I drank with him. In fact i managed to down-ed/dragged it again. Ryan was so amazed to see me in a 'normal state'. So the third cup was a 40% of 'idontknow what i drink uh' and Ryan say to me.. if i manage to down/dragged it it's like i can fool my friends(it's somewhat like ''beating2 the other party). And i down-ed it.. Okay fine i admit this '40%' make me fight with my life.. I was really i can tell, fighting with my high-ness. Lols.. Sooooo the rest was like , 'haikal your not okay ryte,haikal's drunk'..I still tell them i can walk straight... i can still able to throw hi 5's correctly. haha... and there's ONE TIME, which i agrree with them -I am not okay, Im drunk-.
I saw you tinna. You were so at the tree calling me with the 'tie up hair'. Gosh yea you were looking niceeeee even though i didnt see you before and i 'saw' you at that tree. (and a few seconds later i told myself: manalah tinna nak pergi east coast park pat 3 jam pagi nie) haha.. and in fact your gone from that tree area.
hoho and yes... nicholas make me a very stong drink... One gulp and i vomit! argh they say 'first blood'....... i was paisey.. lucky i didnt vomit it on my shirt...i keep telling ryan 'paisey ryan'...he say its a good thing i vomit and he see say of me that i managed to dragged instead of sipping my way was like another thing...
okay head home and went asleep and now awake at 7pm.
when im in my normal state, you were in my mind.when im drunk, you were in my mind.You must be tired, because you've been running through my mind all time...
i confessed the other day that i like you, though it seems like a backfire confession.. im like any other humans who have feelings.. and unluckily i have those on you.. and i find it fortunate i have those on you. and i hope and be sure of not losing you as friends.........
But each time I see you comin'
The earth moves
Girl you're somethin'
I start right into stumblin'
Catch me now
I'm heart over head over heels over you
Look at what I fell into
You throw me girl like a tumbleweed on a Tilt-A-Whirl
I'm all turned around, got my down side up
Either way it looks like what they say about true love's true
'Cause I'm heart over head over heels over you
Now i know what's the meaning of drunk, I am afraid of getting drunk again and so Im not gonna try again.
-6 cups and the 6th cup was a disaster-
