i couldnt get out of my class neither here nor getting out of my precious seat...after everyone left(my teacher being the last person...), i've stayed on needlessly searching for people to mix with after school... felt boring to go home coz i can't do much things...there's a personal reason...
anyway yup i saw fiee online..chatted with her... and since wednesday im not having school so asked her for another NYP day with me around that morning... well she say her guy was sending her.. so yup.. she just went attach a few days back. so as to how i deal with my feeling.. Personally i can't... people who knew me.. they know im a poor handler of my emotions... just see through my blog posts(the histories..wadever)...there's this seemingly difficult for me to deal with my emotions.
Terrible me.. i went emo..lucky i was alone in class... stupid me!... argh wadever it is.. the pic below(me like a fish out of water)..
Haizz..

after that i saw mizah/zafirah in sch... whenever i was alone they bump into me... seriously haha they are there when i was alone.....this is the second time in two weeks... i've saw them bumping into me.. so yeap stay in school for awhile with them..
told them of what the problem is... tsk2 thanks
as i hold patiently awaiting for miss raudah's appearance on msn.. bumped into many people who asked me of my pm : im half function after wad u told me.. :X
geeez..... thanks peeps for knocking me off with advices..
after raudah went online... and possibly like fifteen minutes ago.. i felt this

she's like a plaster... omg you know she's like what a friend needs when in problem....
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>>>> says:
*make a wish upon as star
**close ur eyes*
*tink of sumting dat u longs fer
*TINg
*not One
geez and i think of my heart full of love.. btw thanks raudah. i really2 owe it to you.. though it seems im feeling okay.. not necessarily i am... like the pic..(a plaster can wear off its stickiness)..im not sure raudah's advices stay with me for long...
coz deep in me im feeling all despondence... sadly haizz